It’s an inside job.
I’m on the inside:
So I’m a heist-guilty enticed fool.
I must go into some trance
I don’t remember
I see the red queen
I guess it’s hard too
To disprove a negative
But I feel ashamed; yes
I should know those eyes by now
Because each time there’s that cat-familiar
Sleepy of creepy of come
Some sudden from behind but forgotten
Rotten and unaccountably sexy surprise.